in case you're wondering, none of these children are ours...though I'd happily take them, especially that little cheekiness with the blue spade!
There, I said it!
I want to kick, stamp my feet and scream.
I'm not sure how telling you this is going to make me feel better.
But I just have to, or I'll go nuts.
We haven't been 'trying' for long
And I really shouldn't complain
And I'm not, truly I'm not, I'm 'just saying'
I've been off the pill for...not even a year
(I know, I know, but like I said I'm not complaining!)
And given all the traveling, we have only been in the same country for about two months
(still not complaining!)
The thing is, I have a feeling that something is wrong
And I haven't gone to the doctor
I'm not sure why
Maybe I'm scared, maybe it's the finality of it all
I don't know
My dearest friends have all been so wonderful
checking up on me, praying for me (thanks Steph and Steph's mamma) and just being there
I think I owe it to you and to myself, and not to mention my darling husband to get my act together and go to the doctor.
I promise I will....
Before the end of the month....
Will you hold me to it?